The Half Empty Glass..

Y does happiness come in incomplete packages???

The biggest event of your life about  to occur, and u have support of people you respect, but only half - heartedly. This leaves your spirits in a gloomy state, with all the efforts being put in, but no equivalent results.

I mean, if a person has agreed to somebody's choice, then respect it completely and try to be happy about it. Why create an issue, why weep over it & give that person grief? You reduce your own efforts by not accepting the choice completely, making a fool of yourself & also being the reason of that person's sorrows.

You fill his glass with your acceptance, but leave it half empty, because you dont agree to his choice fully. This gives immense pain to you & that person, whose choice you are now disrespecting. This happens in life quite often. Our family & friends, relatives & loved ones are the reasons of sorrow & vice - versa.

I wish to ask Him, why does he give us incomplete happiness?

Why create a situation where one is caught in a dilemma to whether smile or cry, due to the turn of events?

I try to see the half filled glass, but the empty half mocks me, taking away all the happiness received from the half filled glass. The heart aches & eyes start watering. All I can do is reiterate to myself time & again, that the glass is at least half full, in comparison to those with empty glasses. The brain understands but heart weeps, hiding tears from all, trying to show all the happiness they gave you by filling your glass HALF...