Today was gonna be a special day for me.
I had no plans, but the idea was to enjoy, the weekend.
But guess Life had better plans!!!
The day began with a hustle. Was continued with nagging, random suggestions on improvisations from all. Then hurriedly got ready for a task which began late. Somehow wrapped up everything on time, to go to the marketplace & have a cup of much awaited coffee, which was gonna lift up my moods & make my day. Alas! The accompanying person got ill midway & all had to be cancelled, only to return to my laptop & a cup of regular powder coffee & a few episodes of F.R.I.E.N.D.S
This was my 25th Bday!!!
Well today's experiences only strengthened my belief in the fact that life is so unpredictable. It takes its own turns, flopping ur plans, mocking ur brains & often leaving you with no options but to follow the path carved out by it.
People say that in life one always has choices, & one can choose as he wishes. But I beg to differ. Although life may give you choice, but not all those choices are really acceptable & would be suitable to all the lives that would be effected by it. Also the unpredictable events leave you in a numb state of mind that you cannot think your way out of it & tend to follow the path that seems the most natural, instead of trying to carve out a new path, that may actually be more suitable & closer to your initial choices.
Life leaves us dumbstruck so frequently, that often I feel like a silly puppet, who thinks she can act the way she wants in the play, only to realise, that her movements are controlled by sum1 above & beyond.
The negativity that seeps in to the mind, body & senses is so severe that it takes away all the hope of anything good ever happening. Just giving up & waking up each day to live it the way someone else sketched it out for you, seems the only option available. No real choice that would give you a way out of ur misery! Just a life with all hidden pre-laid paths, to make you feel that you make ur own choices!!!
What a fool of man is made by sum1 somewhere!
